59th Birthday

Today, Nov. 27, 2010, Bernie celebrates his 59^th birthday.

Spring 2005, for his wife’s birthday, he put into motion his premeditated plan to kill his wife.

It was her 59^th “birthday surprise” gift  from him.

Red Flag Concerns

FAQ & A

YES.  TO & For germane parties or agencies:  both an explanation for the serious, unexpected delay with the Blog’s on-going, continued data etc. and or corroboration, affirmation, or expanded information for any red flag concern, which you may have, can be provided.   [especially if you are considering hiring or putting Bernard L. ‘Berny or Bernie’ Kruse, dob 11/51   and/or .Melissa J. ‘Missy” (Grudem or Carey) aka Kruse dob 8/77  in or around children].  Be Forewarned.

Lives Are Saved One At A Time

RE: Haiti tragedy. I urge my readers to take the time to read this site:   http://morealtitude.wordpress.com    & it’s ‘thread’  Why Aid is Slow Getting in to Haiti – specifically the post of January 17, 2010 at 10:57pm.  Then take positive action with both prayer and deed. Give to the charity of your choice & thru only secure, valid sites; a suggestion: CRS, Catholic Relief Services, a reputable international ‘boots on the ground’ established organization.

Regardless of issue: Lives Are Saved …One At A Time.

However, ‘we must eventually go upstream to find out why there are bodies floating downstream’  i.e. must identify the issues, the causes, and work to change them or society will just continue like a bizarre living M. C. Escher work of art.

If You’re In…

TO:   …If you’re in tonight..
1st I continually find it amazing how when I was truly totally alone; how much I trusted God was with me & kept it together — when there was NO one to reach out to.  & now, when in most all ways, I am safe, [still few to reach out to when in crisis] but can,  yet still how terrifyingly scary…

The PTSD was triggered by some stuff Bernie is doing (viz his perjured b s in civil court) & his recent veiled threats to me (& son).
Also, right now Memories that have been recalled, for good use,  are bringing relived emotions too – & here’s the immediate trigger— cell phone battery went out.
One way I was controlled- & especially when I was physically brutalized by Bernie – he’d then take the phone (or see to it we didn’t have one) esp. when I was physically isolated or incapacitated. 

I’m trying to pray, decided to write.. to you; hope you’re in & hear .. I’m caught in a real past that no longer is: my body physically can’t handle it very well — too damaged & tired.
Angry that Bernie still tries to impact & harm our son’s life –for he too broke the silence. Once again. I can’t stop the monster.

Breathe, …  I’m safe — by God’s grace & a most marvelous young man who still calls me Mom.
Now, ol friends who still accept me — are still out there & do pray for me. Damn, it’s cold: thank you God that on this night… I am under a kind, warm roof.

Too Chilling to hold off

The additional site, for expanded data, not suitable for minors is taking time: but this information, with some of the expanded background,  is too Chilling, terrifying, to hold.

My compassion is for the young children Bernie molested and kids he hit, hurt; and for the women, usually from the schools where he worked, he objectified, used, exploited and may have sexually also assaulted- whom he kept his marital status from. To those adulterers who didn’t care he or they were married: your husbands and God – dealt with you and the harm you caused.

But, for these monsters:

Bernie and his personal, hand-picked whore Missy who ‘did not care‘  he was married because she ‘liked the money’- she got from him.. & liked ‘the prestige of his position’ (v her husband’s);  didn’t care the money was taken from his family- which put his old, physically disabled battered wife into extreme poverty and even denied her basic medical needs — so Missy would spread ‘em behind him on his motorcycle and under him whenever he wanted ‘his piece of young tail’; so they  participated in an adulterous, bigamist double-life – a high risk secret done under Missy’s husband’s nose  & by manipulated lies with domestic violence against Bernie’s wife- culminating with Missy willing to help him kill off his wife.

Missy, Bernie’s whore, didn’t care he, a stranger, was her supervisor-  or that she too was married and almost 30yrs younger, a whore who ‘liked (his) money’, who provided him unfettered access to young children – from her pre-school class & personal life and now puts at extreme risk an illegitimate (innocent) very young child ~~~~I know for fact: Bennie, Bernie, Berny, under any name, molests young children – he is a sexual predator and a pedophile; he is capable of  explosive rage & extreme violence – even in the presence of a minor child.

Berny    Missy     apparently two of the same perverse sexual and addictions cloth.  There is no compassion from me for these monsters or their cohorts.

But, pray that God protect this young child now in their possession.

August 11, 2009 In Memory: Eunice Kennedy Shriver

In an interview with CBS News in 2004, Mrs. Shriver’s son Robert said: “My mom never ran for office, and she changed the world. Period. End of story.” …

“I wish each of you the gift of being able to channel whatever injustice or anger or frustration you are experiencing into a purposeful mission of change.  You can do it.  The only person you need to convince is yourself.” Eunice Kennedy Shriver July 10, 1921- August 11, 2009  An excerpt form a speech she gave at the JFK Library in 2007. This Information From NBC Nightly News with Brian Williams & his internet posting, 8/11/09.  Remembering Eunice Kennedy Shriver http://dailynightly.msnbc.msn.com/archive/2009/08/11/2027271.aspx

Reflection: Those of us who have survived family batterers must within our own story and life refuse to be silenced ever again or placated by well intentioned & needed band aides. We too must give voice to the issues [see this blog's HOME Page] until our society treats us as humans with dignity and equal legal rights. Those who care about protection of children in our schools must work for enforced and stronger laws so one day any school truly is a safe place from School Monsters.

Eunice Kennedy Shriver lights a pathway for us; she in spite of terrible injustice or anger or frustration. This woman of courage exemplifies faith, hope, courage, and love – in action.

Resume: has more than one use.

Coming soon: Kruse’s resume- its fraudulent lies & suggestions as to what agencies should look for within it and the concurrent job application & references that should raise red flags on his or any untrustworthy applicant. An integral part of this vetting is the role a state’s licensing division plays; this will be addressed as its own topic – especially the flaws, weaknesses, and, as in AZ’s – the impact of legal corruption upon the protection of schools and their children i.e. the lack thereof. Suggestions & discussion on what can be done will be a part of it.  Until then, be sure and read the already posted FHSU piece.

To the readers, a respectful reminder, in time you will come to understand and appreciate the reasons for the slowness in getting posted more data and details. However, underway, is the separate site, PG,  for the details re: this/these particular monster(s) criminal misconduct – impacting too other kids & family/wife battering. Your patience is appreciated & thank you for your support. The legal corruption/brokenness too will eventually presented.